Mysterious girl on friendster

Greetings everyone. It certainly has been a while writing down nonsense. So i am sure everyone is quite surprise with my latest post which features few carefully selected pictures of a girl posing with her handphone. As i was browsing through my friendster account on my WHO VIEWED ME section, i came across this presumably young and interesting girl, name withheld.





















As i've realized, most people nowadays do tend to take pictures of themselve via a handphone. They could be either doing V signs, or even the much notorious hand signals from 1 counting down to 10. Honestly, i do ocassionally do a camwhoring session of myself too, in the bathtub.





















I don't intend to flame this little fragile feline here, but then again, i find it amusing to have so many pictures posted on the net in such a way.





















I literally went through all her pics just to make sure she had every picture of herself posed that way. From the scale of 1 - 10 , i'll give her an easy 9.5 for creativity.





















There were times when i shudder at the phrase " we are all born creative " , but this recent event has certainly clear up any lingering doubts about it.





















And i took the time out from work and troubled my own ass off to post the pictures up for my own laughter.





















Wow check me out.





















Wow check me out.....





















Wow check me out again...........


Last but not least, i would like to apologize in advance should the person i just mentioned happens to be reading my web and happens to find it offending. Laugh out loud.

Forgivable yet Unforgettable

They say forgiving is everything, but somehow it felt hard in forgetting.


You used to light up my world,
With your unrelenting spark that lightens up the dark,
You used to say it's forever,
Over and over.

Your words were the reason it hurt so hard,
You used to stick to the only one,
Your gaze endlessly throbs the heart,
You never knew we were one until we part.

I never said this would be easy,
Never said i wanted it to be,
You used to try to pleased me,
You thought leaving should be the way to it,

Will you tell him now,
While you hold his arms pretending it was me,
Will you tell her now,
While you listen to her wishing you never did.

You're on that lonely road,
Before you realized you know where we should be,
But somehow you are going to lose it after all,
You thought turning back would make things straight.

You nearly got there but you somehow left,
You nearly got me but you never did,
Your world shuts down and you knew,
Your eyes blurred from the tears that fell.

Your sweet nothings were deceiving,
It's all over with your words of forever,
Cause leaving me the way you did,
Was so forgivable yet unforgettable.

23-06-2008 Adam K

The Day You Left

The day you left


The playground where we used to be,
Are now covered by trees,
I came to realized it,
Walking by that very bench you left me.

I must admit at times, I miss you smile,
Wondering how have you been all these while,
Breaking a smile reminiscing the times we had,
Maybe i'll live my life doing this than by being sad.

How it amazes me the colours of the bench we sat never fade,
Whereas everything around changes after the thousand drops of tears you shed,
Remember you said you would give me forever,
Was it happiness or rather remembrance that's eternal?

Maybe i was a second too late to understand,
How your feelings started to wane nearing the end,
Or a second too fast to believe,
It was just a brisk infatuation rather than a lingering adoration.

Sorry if i never could change a wilted leaf back to how it was,
Like how i never could trade my sadness for your happiness,
But if you really have to leave, forever remember me,
And if it makes you sad, please wipe me away from your memories,
The way you wipe away your tears,
The day you left me.


09-06-2008

Nasi Lalapan @ Surabaya Restoran

Surabaya Restoran has become one of the most sort after places for me since i started to indulged myself in Indonesian dishes. I swear i have never ever crave anything that much after i had their much famous Nasi Lalapan. By the way, it's situated in Miri Town centre near the old KFC building.

















Nasi Lalapan you asked? Well, it's actually a dish where spinach , cucumber slices and fish or chicken meat are served alongside the very tantalizing paste pictured above. The whole dish actually revolves around the paste which contains tomatoes , belacan and other miscellaneous ingredients which i am currently unaware of, but it certainly keeps me coming back for more.

















Normally, i would prefer to have a piece of tofu, beef meat and a piece of fish of my own choice to go along with the sambal paste. The paste taste very different compared to others served around in Miri in my opinion. The strong spicy and sweet taste leaves a very unforgettable experience once consumed.

















This is how it is done. Dip the vegetables in and apply the paste generously over the veges.

















Word has it that it even has tongkat ali essence in it which is yet to be proven but i bet most of the patrons would come back for more once they had tried it. I am really addicted to it. It aint a good thing because 1 nasi lalapan meal would cost your wallet around RM10.00 there. Nevertheless, i totally enjoy it and i would have it anytime, anywhere.

张靓颖 - 新不了情

心若倦了 泪也干了
这份深情 难舍难了
曾经拥有 天荒地老
已不见你 暮幕与朝朝
这一份情 永远难了
愿来生还能再度拥抱
爱一个人 如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切 我不知道
回忆过去 痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来 拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了 今夜的你应该明了
缘难了 情难了

Miri's Laksa @ Sin Foh Cafe

I bet that most of our local folks here would know this place. It is home to one of the famous laksa in town. I did wrote an article about this cafe few years back but unfortunately, i did not mentioned about their famous laksa. I went there this morning to have a bowl just to satisfy my sudden craving for it.

















I didn't really get to take really nice pictures of food as of late and the latest post on some curry rice obviously did not go well with certain people. So, just to humour them, i took the time out and woke up few hours earlier to take some really nice pictures. Pardon my lengthy explanations, as mentioned earlier, this is the bowl of laksa which i ordered.

















It comes with some sambal paste which one has to mix with the laksa just to enhance the taste. The secret of having a good laksa meal normally revolves around this sambal paste. If it taste like crap, then of cause, it would have tasted so. But as a seasoned laksa proprietor, the aunties certainly got it right with their signature dish.

















A normal bowl of laksa would consist of rice vermicelli, omelette strips, chicken strips and also those succulent fresh prawns and for those who aren't sure what it taste like, its supposed to be spicy. I totally enjoyed my meal this morning even without my usual female companions.

Curry Chicken Rice @ Open Air Market

Just very recently, i got myself one of Miri's own very very tantalizing curry chicken rice. It's been a while since i last visited that stall which is located at the open air market. I didn't had the opportunity to take any pictures of the stall itself as it was always overly crowded with people who are over their party years and ALSO due to time constraints, i had to be back by home earlier than expected.

















This is a much clearer picture of the curry chicken rice. It comes with slices of pork meat as well. I do not know how the aunties of this stall prepare their dishes but it certainly keeps me salivating at the sight of it.

















It also comes with a complimentary gravy / sauce which one has to generously pour it into the curry chicken rice. There are no words which i can describe how delicious and fulfilling this meal is. I strongly recommend anyone to go and try out this flagship dish at the open air market in the morning. I believe it's easy to locate it's whereabouts as the stall has been there since world war 2. Lol. That's a compliment.

















The curry and gravy essence exudes an aromatic flavor once it is mix together. The chicken meat is tender and juicy and so are the aunties there. I am serious. Lol

A Love Without Reason

I wrote this for a friend i never met. But somehow, this friend gives me a feeling we have known each other for so long.



Would you smile and quietly leave?
Or would you finally nod and agree?
So many questions lingers on inside of my head,
And you, are the only person i'm willing to wait.

I remind myself that we are just friends,
But in truth all i ever wanted was to hold your hands,
I wonder have you ever knew how i felt,
To own a heart that never heals.

We are only separated by time and differences,
I wanted to, but i can never placed myself as your preference.
Words which i've wanted to say were left unspoken,
The times we could have been are ticking away as this song is written.

How beautiful my life is when you smiled at me,
The thoughts of you and me have now become distant memories,
Sometimes i think it's better not to admit and tell,
So to have the song of our life in my heart, forever swells,

Perhaps one day when sunshine finally comes as promised,
To lift up the grey clouds from our hearts,
Then i shall tell you that darkness scares me,
Because it always hides you away from me.


15-03-08- adamkuek-

If we can't be

You know how I can't easily forget you just because I can't see you. I wrote this for a friend of mine who have the same birthday as me. I hope you like it.


My days were brighter when you were beside me, i swear,
There were times when i felt like looking back,
I know i shouldn't, so i wash away the memories from my head,
But i never could as i know theres never a way.

Everyday seems like it's raining,
Don't you know, every second i've been wondering,
All these while, where have you been hiding?
Could you have sat quietly behind the clouds crying?

If that's the case, please stop crying,
Because the tears once formed in my eyes are drying,
It hurts to look up when it rains,
To think it's not raindrops, but in fact your teardrops,

Dont feel sorry even if you are far away,
Your image from before is still filled up inside me,
If somehow fate might bring us back to where we once met some day,
Please hold back your tears that very same day.

If i could see you again, i shall tell you,
That sunshine comes right after darkness pass,
Like morning dew after yesterday's rain, i shall tell you,
That even if we shall meet in out next life, i'll forever wait for you if i must.


-adamkuek-13-03-2008

If you were mine - Jo Sung Mo

I found this song really nice, so is the video.

The little girl strikes again

The little girl strikes again. Remember my post few months back on the little girl that talks to me in my sleep? Hell Yeah, this time she's coming back for more... of me of cause.

Few days back, whilst i was on relax mode , i heard giggles from some female girl just beside me.

At that very moment, i wanted to get up and open my eyes but i couldn't.

I didn't felt petrified but anxious in a way. I wanted to have a good look at the girl and whack her right there if i could.

While i was trying hard to open my eyes, i felt her presence. Her giggles left me imagining her standing just right beside me and admiring me like how most normal girl do.

It was creepy. The best part was when i felt her poking my neck with her fingers which left me with a cold tingling sensation. It gave me goosebumps all over too.

I swear i am not making this up, and i don't need your concerns as well.

This gotta stop. I am sick and tired of secret admirers!!!

Adam's Friend Finder - Yvonne Chin

Today i shall introduce another pretty lady by the name of Yvonne Chin. She is currently studying in Aus, so i don't think the guys around here should pursue her at the moment as she has other more important things to pursue there.

















I met her in school but things just started off with a bang few years ago after she graduated. Normally i do not prefer to go into details about my.... socializing life but i think it's okay for her. I admit i texted her out for a movie and the rest is history. Anyway she ended up with my cousin just because my cousin looks like Jay Chou. Now both are single. It leaves me with another chance. Lol.

















Yvonne loves to enjoy life. We are just similar in some way or another. She might not admit this. I don't really care. She loves to dance as well and please do take note on the picture above where she is holding a handphone while dancing. I don't understand why they really need to have a handphone within they grasp while jiggling to the beat.

















Another clearer picture of herself. It seems to me that it has become a signature move nowadays that if you aren't holding a handphone while dancing, you aren't chic enough. The next time i go clubbing, i might as well bring along my house phone. Jokes aside, Yvonne looks cute too, she don't talk to me much often already after hooking up with my cousin. I don't know why. Somebody please explain.

















Nevertheless, we still do keep in touch. As in Text Messages rather than the actual physical one.

Insects in Love

I woke up this morning and received a great gift. It turned me on a little i must say after wasting around 20 minutes observing the skills and movement of these 2 flies in their embrace.

















I would had try to smack a fly whenever i come across one but this time i just couldn't do it. I want them to grow offspring so i can smack them all dead the next time. We shall meet again mr and ms fly.

















It reminded me of some documentary movie i had during my school days but my teacher showed us people in action, so it was just different from what i am actually seeing now. My heart beat faster and harder the longer i stare at them.

















I do not know if mating or copulation is the right word for insects but hey, it could easily be replaced by a few words of my own choice such as: coitus, cuddling, dalliance, fondling, fooling around ( one of my fave ) , screwing, snuggling, or just the usual sexual intercourse word. If i get more good and constructive comments here , i might as well hang around and take more pictures of animals in their most passionate moment.

Eggs on toast @ Ipoh Town

This should be a short post. I went to Ipoh Town which situated around Centre Point 2 the other day with few of my clients. Unfortunately i forgot to take a picture of the exterior but i promised i will make an effort to do so the next time i am around. Ipoh Town belongs to one of my classmate or so i've heard from my friends. It provides clientèle with all sorts of beverages including the heavily promoted white coffee.

















I got myself a rather simple meal. It's just basically eggs on toast. I have a weird feeling whenever i view this picture everytime. It makes me so turned on. I am sick, i must admit.

A Love's Decay

I'm not there, but my soul is,
Were these words as easy to say than done?
It was the words of yours i should have missed,
For the heartbeat i felt all these while isn't two , but one.

Maybe i have yet to open that door ,
The door of my heart for your presence,
I regretted that i can't, but never i won't,
It isn't that i didn't , but because my heart has none.

You told me you needed time,
And you insist you were always by my side,
But i thought at the end i was a little too kind,
To know it's all lies, yet accepting you were right.

Dare i think of the hours before we part,
Watching each of love's gradual decay,
I chose to be a fool instead, even if i'm smart,
To have made a promise when love falls, never shall i sway.

I slowly realized of all these,
Never existed either love or fate,
I've learnt in this, neither music had ever swell your soul,
Nor the rhythm of my heartbeat existed in yours.

I may have deceived others all the way,
To say i'm fine and it's ok,
Leaving my soul to conceal the pain,
Of an endless and unceasing heartache that i couldn't share.


-adamkuek-28-02-2008-

Our Living Path

Sometimes the path we walked might be long,
And sometimes it leads to another path,
Just trust me and think of it as a song,
I'll walk till the end of the road even if it's tough.

There might be times you feel like letting go,
And at times you feel as if there's no end,
Has heaven placed a cloud on your soul?
To believe the first that let go are my hands.

I may have made mistakes at times,
But aren't the mistakes were to make you smile?
Have you forgot you only cried happy tears?
While we were together all these years.

If i know that i would end up walking all alone,
I shall have never accepted this love at first,
This path is too hard for me to go on my own,
But i shall think of it as a gift instead of a curse.

I laughed and i cried because of you,
This living path that we are both walking on,
Is the last thing i would exchange for if you could feel,
For i hope at the very end, happiness is what i yield.

Why are you still holding my heart?
I believe you are strong enough to let it all go,
In fact i'm happy i had left a mark,
On that everlasting soul of yours.


-adamkuek-27-02-2008-

A love that wasn't mine

Fireworks lit up the sky on this chilly night,
Wouldn't it be perfect without it?
It's a shame it isn't you and me watching it,
But instead, your new found memories by your side.

You may have the cold wind as an excuse for his warmth,
Or the sparkling stars to gaze at from his shoulders,
At this moment, i tried every single way to be glad,
But what's left, is my coat that you once took sheltered from.

The clock strucks twelve and all i could do is sighed,
Why do everyone around me smiles?
I never believe that we have parted ways,
While we are still living under the same sky.

The stars above breaks a smile,
As you gaze into his eyes,
But mine was only a disguise,
Like shattered glass, it reminded me of your lies.

I didn't had the chance to say goodbye,
As for now, it might mean nothing to you,
Maybe it's better to end this way,
If somehow, you felt that way too.


-adamkuek- 25-02-2008-

Adam's Friend Finder - Rachael Yong

This week i am featuring a young innocent lady by the name of Rachael Yong. I known her from school but got to understand her more after hanging out with her few other friends. She's very friendly and at times, very very nice. Nice as in helpful or something like that as i am currently having trouble finding the right words to describe her.

















She is single... still. I've noticed that she had been contacting one of my friend Patrick quite often as of late. I ain't jealous but simply curious. This is her friend Deborah, which happens to be my hiking mate. We go into the woods together and gets lost there happily, now Rachael wants to join in the fun every weekend. 2 is better than none.

















She loves to dance. It turns Patrick on everytime she does her thang on the dance floor. She can do the hip hop thang like lil kim. She likes hanging out with cute guys too. Hence the picture above. LOL.

















Every year, we will be congregating at her place for steamboat. She certainly has very friendly parents and this year, as i've noticed, they all wore red on the first day. Only that little girl with that hair band thing and i stands out. It's amazing isn't it? Yes i know. Her mum discussed everything under the roof that day with me. I felt extremely happy. I feel like 'm writing an article like an 8 year old. This gotta stop.

















As í've said, Rachael can dance to any genre of music. Latin, Techno, Trance, RnB, Hip Hop, Ngajat or any hindu version of Britney's Gimme More. Noticed that she can even dance with one hand holding her beloved handphone while the other hand.... hmm... who knows what she's holding. Another thing which i noticed about her is that she has a very sweet voice. Unlike few ladies i know who have manly voice which is just horrible.

A love once was

Now you know how it all felt.


You were part of my life,
Everyday i constantly remind myself,
You're nothing but just a past,
A short glance of you in my life.

I laughed at you all these while,
I regretted doing so,
The person i should, is myself,
And my eagerness to meet you.

It doesn't matter if it was love,
Please erase it from your memory,
Even if i knew it was love,
I shall close my ears and tell myself it isn't so.

The tears that once formed in my eyes before you left,
Was actually not but just a painful sweat,
Stop feeling sorry for me,
But for yourselves for ever meeting me.

The pain inside me might be excruciating,
Do not believe it was for you,
In fact, i'm glad to have this gift which i can't reject,
For it has set free a heart which has been betrayed.

I don't hate you for what you've done,
Nor shall i hate you for what you've not,
Forgive me if i somehow did,
Because it would have shown i've cared for someone,
Whom my life ever need.

-adamkuek- 24-02-2008

You were the reason i waited

I waited but you never came back.


I woke up to a familiar voice this morning,
I know my ears were playing a fool with me,
The pillows beside were left untouched,
I refused to believe but warmth surrounded me.

It's been so long since you return,
Didn't you know i live my days waiting,
And the end of days hoping to see you once more.

In time, the pictures on my cupboard changes,
The flowers along my window wilted,
For every second that ticks away, my mind grows tired,
With every day that passes, my heart aches.

It's been so long yet you haven't return,
Maybe you should know, sometimes i hesitate,
If i should end this wait,
But i never could , until it's too late.

At times, the raindrops beats heavily on my window,
And sometimes it softly drizzles down,
For every memories that evaporates as day passes,
I know my memories of you shall return like raindrops.

Maybe i've to accept you never will return,
If so , could we just meet in our next life,
So i shall tell you that this life,
Was as worthwhile as the wait i had in my last.


-adamkuek- 23-02-2008