Time changes me

3 years.

Time changes a person. Time changes everything. Their believes, their thoughts, their companions, their friends and their destiny.

3 years was all it took to changed me.

Probably it was too late to regret, but never too late to start afresh.

I certainly do missed the good ol' days hanging out with my mates and do whatever i wanted. Even though 3 years passed which i somehow find myself engaged in a daily exercise or routine to be with that someone, somehow i never forget my friends or those who are close to me.

I had always kept them in my heart.

I hope they shall accept me back as the person i am, not the person i was.

Light at the end of the tunnel?

You left without a reason.

It was better not knowing why.

Somehow you already had took a long while,

To end with such a decision.

Happy 26th Birthday Myself !!!

It’s official as of today, I am 26.

Happy Birthday to me.

This year’s celebration has been toned down DRASTICALLY compared to the last few years.

The birthday well wishes have not even reach double figures yet and it’s already reaching lunch time. How disappointing. (shakes head)

Maybe I could take solace from the fact that my friend’s are unable to reach me because i’ve changed my phone numbers quite frequently.

Nonetheless I did received birthday presents and a few additional wedding invitation from my ex classmates and I thought I was the one who should be receiving gifts during my birthday rather than giving out?

To top it off, 1 of my friend whom we have lost contact light years ago seems to remember me the very moment he sat down contemplating who to fill in the leftover seats. How considerate..

Well, I really missed the good ol’ times where excitement filled the air, laughters and cheers came in abundance during my birthday bash the past few years.

Alcoholic beverages were in full flow, X chromosomes were gyrating along the beat, Confettis were thrown from left to right. Firecrackers, Pool parties, Bikinis, Ky jellies ( cough ) and all that. Dang! But that’s the past.

Anyways let bygones be bygones. So, I am hoping to have a rather memorable 2010 rather than another lackluster 2009. Fingers crossed.

This year is worth remembering for all the wrong reasons. Of course, there were a few good ones to be fair. I learnt a lot as a person and I feel that there’s always room for improvement in myself.

I wish everyone a happy new year ( just in case I didn’t get to update my blog on time ). And of course a short note - spend it with your love ones. J

Baby, are there any good jobs out there?

Okay. Just in case any good samaritans readers who happens to drop by decides to lend me a hand, i SERIOUSLY am looking for a new job, better, a new career path.

The reason i am writing this out is of cause, i need a better pay and a new challenge.

Anyone with good advice on how to deal with my situation is very much appreciated.

Sincerely,

Adam Kuek

Text me @ 014 687 9316

The little girl strikes again

The little girl strikes again. Remember my post few months back on the little girl that talks to me in my sleep? Hell Yeah, this time she's coming back for more... of me of cause.

Few days back, whilst i was on relax mode , i heard giggles from some female girl just beside me.

At that very moment, i wanted to get up and open my eyes but i couldn't.

I didn't felt petrified but anxious in a way. I wanted to have a good look at the girl and whack her right there if i could.

While i was trying hard to open my eyes, i felt her presence. Her giggles left me imagining her standing just right beside me and admiring me like how most normal girl do.

It was creepy. The best part was when i felt her poking my neck with her fingers which left me with a cold tingling sensation. It gave me goosebumps all over too.

I swear i am not making this up, and i don't need your concerns as well.

This gotta stop. I am sick and tired of secret admirers!!!

21st December 2007

It's Official. I am finally 24 years old today.





















Yes, I know i know. You don't have to ask me why i still look as young as before.

















The pic above was taken at the beginning of the year. . The secret behind it is i handle stress very very very well and every night, i do facial to keep my face vibrant and ok, let's just drop it. This would be a really short post. Happy Birthday Me.

A broken heart behind this smile

This is dedicated to those who have been in what they've gone through. I wrote it just for you.


A Broken Heart Behind This Smile: -


You came into my life,
so sudden and from that second,
you took my heart away,
Should i smile because you are my friend,
or should my heart cry because that's all we could ever be?

Looking back at the past,
i hate you for showing me what love was,
but how could i hate a person whom i truly love so much?
WOuld you feel the same way too?

Forget the moments you walked by,
Forget the moments you gave me hope,
Forget the moments you've shown me that love means more than loving you.
If only i could.. and i came to realized,
All that i could forget, is losing you.

How could you turn away from me,
Away from me.. so easily.
How could you turn my heart away from me?
When my heart chooses to stay with the memories we shared.

My heart skips a beat everytime you appear,
in my eyes , in my dreams and in my heart,
A beat that could mean a lifetime of tears wasted,
When i knew , with you, i cannot have.
But my hearts chooses to skip a beat still.

Why can't our love be like sparklers,
So unforgettable and sweet,
and yet it could be ended,
so easily without feelings.

I am complete with you,
and i thank you when it hurts me to say this,
I am already complete,
Even when you left, you've gave me the gift..
of love.

I came to understand that loving you,
does not mean a place in your heart,
but forever a place i cherish,
in me...

Showing me the meaning of my tears,
I have to thank you,
Only you'll know if you feel the same way as i do,
if you start erasing our memories,
with tears at the very end,
of what my heart is trying to hide from saying..


-adamkuek-

A present for someone - The Little Girl

I was strolling around Boulevard the other day whilst thinking about recent events that had been disturbing me. The little girl had been following me, popping out from nowhere at times to my annoyance. I had been figuring ways to get her out off my sight but it seems none is working. Sensing there was no more ways to make things better, i opted for the last option which is to dedicated this little picture ( coloured , yes ) by myself to that little girl.

















I chosed a picture of a dinosaur smiling gay-ly as it kinda reminds me of few of my friends back in mid school hugging around shouting "let's have group shower " after football but well, that's not that what i would like to say today. So, the whole idea is to peel off the sticker and to spread colourful powdery substances onto the piece of card which i was holding. Simple as that, and if any of you find it hard to follow, i have nothing to say.

















I had fun mixing with the colour and trying to be creative with the ...... colours. The reason i chosed purple is because ( yes, u guess it right ) , i like Barney alot and i ain't shy to admit it. I hope the little girl likes this and will stop bugging me from now on.

My birthday dinner at Taman Selera , Stall 7

I invited my friends along for my birthday dinner and they had these. I know a few.... missed out on the food as they COULDN'T come. But i ain't gonna say who. Anyway this is the sambal sotong. Very appetizing.

















A closer look on the sambal sotongs. It could have been better if it's spicier. The food served are from Stall 7 , Taman Selera.

















"Money Vege" is what most people would refer this dish as. One of my favourite.

















Chicken Wings... 10 pieces of it so Ben won't steal it from me.

















This is the...er.... for a second, i forgot what it is called.

















Could someone be kind enough to tell me what it is? Here's a hint, it comes from the sea, and it looks like a bean sprout but it taste like squid.

















The clamssssssssssssssss! Every guy's favourite. NO PUN. Actually i did ordered an ASAM FISH HEAD but i was too hungry that i forgot to take a picture of it. Some other time then. By the way this is a short post as i can't stand looking at the pics while writing without having my lunch.