Random Post

I apologize first for the lack of updates as i just didnt had the time to write about what i eat, what i came across. Actually i am so busy for that whole month that i didn't even had the time to sit down and watch some good quality movies like SAW 3 or Autumn In My Heart. Heck, i am even blogging from LABUAN RIGHT NOW!

So, i'll just be brief on what had happened for the whole month.

AS you can see, i had been torturing you all for the past few weeks with Jane's holding-hp face. I even received mails from some readers of mine to start updating or i'll lose my frequent readers.

Ever since i broke up with my gf, i had been bombarded with phone calls, smses, mails, love letter, love gifts from guys girls. There's alot and when i say ALOT, i aint saying it loosely.

There's the BODYSHOP perfume which was given by a girl near my office and it comes with a ball point pen too. I didn't really fancy the girl so i gave what i didn't want to my boss. YES, he is using the perfume to freshen up his 4wd pick up now.

I am keeping the pen for my own use because my colleagues had been accusing me of stealing their stationeries. So, i think it's something worth keeping.

Not only that, i also received a much belated birthday gift from my ex gf. A yellow coloured - Ah Beng shirt and a Nike black cap to top it off. First, i didn't really feel the connection with the shirt itself as i don't really like yellow. But then, my mum did say it looks rather special compared to the dull boring ones in my closet so i decided to go all out during cny with my new shirt and new ah beng hairstyle and try to attract girls cause as far as i know, ah bengs are good in attracting girls.

The nike cap is a real plus for me, not because i wear it but it could be placed on my Apexi Afc Neo just to hide in from the public's view. You know thefts happened anytime anywhere.

So, Jane got me something from KL but i didn't know what it is as she is coming back today.

Before i forget, i got myself a pair of Nike Talaria football boots.

What next?

Basically, you can see i am a pretty busy person base on how i write my article... i just don't feel inspired at all...

I am looking around this cybercafe and all i can see is INDIANS playing RAN online. That's scary. Indians who read and understand chinese characters better than me are SCARY!!!!!!!

I really have to go now. My flight is waiting for me and so are the girls back in Miri.

Meet Jane.

Firstly, i would like to apologize for the lack of updates as i've been quite busy attending to other's needs or wants, for i know at least some of you do follow my blog quite closely. I've been really busy that i did not have time to finish off the grapes which had been waiting for me to devour them as they are lying safely still inside the fridge.

















I didn't even had time to take pictures of flowers and plants and more pictures of flowers like i used to due to the fact that i had to rush back home after buying roasted chicken for my dogs. I didn't had enough time. Unlike that famous indian guy who kept on uttering the phrase " I GOT TIME ,I GOT TIME, TIME IS ALL I GOT " on Astro Max's advert.

















In all seriousness, the only FREE time i had is when someone asked me out ( and i am choosy about who i go out with ). This is Jane Ho by the way. One of my old old friend back in mid school. She just came back from NZ and it has turn out that it's STRICTLY a must to visit me everytime she comes back. And no, you can't have her number.

















Before i go further on talking about her stuff, let me just make it clear with you that the flowers shown above are taken outside my house.

Anyway, we ( Jane & I or Me and Jane ) went out to catch The Sinking of Japan after that . It was a very boring movie frankly speaking, but the part where the couple met to say their goodbyes were certainly the climax of the whole show. The soundtrack, certainly fits in perfectly til i saw tears in Jane's eyes ( which she denied due to tiredness ) .

You can actually listen to the soundtrack while browsing through my blog as it's currently playing by the sidebar.

I will update more should there be anything interesting that happens within this week but i can't promise.

Words of wisdom from someone

Yesterday my football coach told me something really sensible, and i shit you not that it's probably the first time he had gone all emo with us. He shown us the softer side of the usual rough rugged style of his.

He told us about his personal stories in dealing with breakups , girls, marriage and i really did take in what's worth listening and discard what's not.


There's a part where he mentioned about dealing with break ups which really did caught my attention as i'm a victim myself. I can't go any further about my personal life before meeting my latest ex as it would lead to more saucy stories but well, back to what i'm supposed to say.

He told us to "JUST FORGET" about it.

Well, it does really look simple just by talking while sipping some lemonade on a reclining chair.

I know many or most would even ask "HOW IS IT POSSIBLE TO FORGET" considering the amount of effort one had invested in a relationship. The TRUST, expectations, the bond... are all gone in an instance. It's so surreal how whole this event unfolded.

But anyway, he continued further by asking us back "IS IT WORTH TO FEEL SAD" for someone who does not love you anymore? "WHY DON'T U CHANNEL THAT SADNESS IN YOU" to her by letting her go so she would seek happiness he went further. Doesn't that make you feel happy too if you really do care for her so much.

So i sat there and think " Yeah... it's true. Why sould i be disappointed with this? " It won't have that great impact on my life than having to drink 2 jugs of beer daily right? I mean seriously.. What he said was true and somehow it came to my mind that by being depressed and discouraged , it would not improve matters at all. She's happy and you're not.

What's the point?

Of cause, most would be all disgruntled with it. I swear ( when i shouldn't ) that i have friends who are so affected by break ups that they tend to feel so discourage that they even thought of committing suicide. SERIOUS.....

What's the point?

Does it mean that by actually hurting yourselve, your ex would feel happy? NO! does it mean that by commiting suicide, your ex will get back to you happily? NO! She will think you're insecure and all needy.

To be honest, it's really hard when a girl changes her heart. That's the truth. This made me think "if somehow i get back with her, will i actually feel happiness the way we used to?" , NO CHANCE IN HELL!

The only thing is to Clean the dirt and get over it. I maybe harsh with my words, but hey, that's whole the strong survives. DOT!


SO, suddenly someone uttered a sentence " What goes around, comes around ".

I need not explain further on , on this.

Toast House review

This is Toast House. A newly established cafeteria of some sort in Desa Senadin. I passed by there few days back for some chick's searching and accidentaly saw this cafe beside the highway.

















It's interiors are nicely furnished but it lacked something. Maybe they have to really spice up the place by providing a 43" tv screen beside the wall so that everyone could spend time nibbling on the toast while watching instead of nibbling while looking at the staffs preparing the toast with their..own bare hands. You know? As a distraction.

















The menu's on the wall. For the meantime, they do not have papermade menu's because, according to them, they haven't have it done yet but i can say they have exceeded their budget.

















This is the girl with the bitter gourd face serving us what we ordered. Some tips, always smile while serving.

















Girls are just materialistic aren't they these days? Just look at that sheepish smile when she's seated next to the cash register.

















This is their flagship french toast. Served with a pile of kaya , it's not the best of all the toast i had. Heck, i can make better toast than them.

















But i really have to give props to their half-boiled eggs. It's so soft and tender that it reminded me of something. I can't elaborate much as there's many adult readers in my site.

















There's something which i didn't really approve of Toast House's presentation. It is their tables and seats which are made of hard wood and with SHARP EDGES as well. very dangerous indeed. Imagine having your genitals ACCIDENTALY castrated off if you somehow move about grinding against the edges.

















I would like to refer this to the safety dept. It's disturbing indeed. One good thing about Toast House was it's destination. It's so secluded that even the scandalous ones could go there to hide.

The breakup - My side

I've removed the original article. For those who would like to understand more, please contact me. I am willing to share what you're willing to hear.

But it feels great to finally be set free from all the lies.